didn't post while hours to self,

also,

sent poems to my eldest nephew, and he was OK with them,

shit,

I mean, explid=c====itm, poems, explicit,

and he was OK with them,
shit, shit, shit, I was like WTF am I doing, and then he was OK with them, fuck.

Fuck.

and the poetry had fuck, we're all fuck, fuck fuck fuck,

*You said it'd be all right*

the guy who taught me, first taught me, how to enjoy my butt,

he was otherwise a horrible human being, I decided,

but all these years later, he -- he's the one who taught me how to enjoy my butt,

who else would've taught me?

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